Healing and love takes time.
Time allows for curiosity to build up and for learning to take its course. Learning about the grace of God in everything He does heals all wounds, let all that is left in pain and ugly will be slowly raised into strength and beauty. Even through those time, grace mends the heart with passion and hope, embracing warmth from God that leads to restoration of the definition of love. With full of love from God, comes full of love for people.
I have been in a confusing state for the past few weeks. I do not now if I am out of it yet but I do however feel hopeful. Never have I felt such assurance, even if the grounds of my life give way, my heart remains locked on to God and his plans for me. Like a child, I look to God with naive trust for all things good. Be it even if hope comes in a different form than I expected, the hanging on to such hope gives me strength to face the day... and the future.
The knowledge of God's presence and God's care isn't enough sometimes. Even in the midst of tough times, when we feel that God is far away. All that can crumble when we fail to see God's hands working in the little things, those are some of the things that God calls us to be still enough to notice. There are pressures around me that pushes me into things that I do not feel ready for, and stress that stretches me to cover where I am and what I do. Yet knowing was not enough for me... until I find myself surrendering my life to Him.
God calls us each individually. All with specific purpose in His plans. So we are people meant for something in this part of our journey. Be it in a job, a relationship, or a ministry. For those of us who fail to see what God is trying to show us, or simply feeling blind to His calling..., we need to find ourselves fixing and adjusting our eyes on the main prize. Not just any main prize to set our course and objective, but a main prize that moves us in ways that cannot be explained. Neither nature and humankind, nor circumstances and history can sway this motivation.
So as healing and love takes it course, I hold in my heart and mind the very purpose of my existence. I am aware of my weaknesses; which I often fret over why God made me that way, but I also am aware of the potential of God's use for His purpose, with this personality of mine. I acknowledge and smile with knowing my limitations, and I smile with knowing that it all does not really matter when I am in the course for God's purpose.
Come and find me...
Time allows for curiosity to build up and for learning to take its course. Learning about the grace of God in everything He does heals all wounds, let all that is left in pain and ugly will be slowly raised into strength and beauty. Even through those time, grace mends the heart with passion and hope, embracing warmth from God that leads to restoration of the definition of love. With full of love from God, comes full of love for people.
I have been in a confusing state for the past few weeks. I do not now if I am out of it yet but I do however feel hopeful. Never have I felt such assurance, even if the grounds of my life give way, my heart remains locked on to God and his plans for me. Like a child, I look to God with naive trust for all things good. Be it even if hope comes in a different form than I expected, the hanging on to such hope gives me strength to face the day... and the future.
The knowledge of God's presence and God's care isn't enough sometimes. Even in the midst of tough times, when we feel that God is far away. All that can crumble when we fail to see God's hands working in the little things, those are some of the things that God calls us to be still enough to notice. There are pressures around me that pushes me into things that I do not feel ready for, and stress that stretches me to cover where I am and what I do. Yet knowing was not enough for me... until I find myself surrendering my life to Him.
God calls us each individually. All with specific purpose in His plans. So we are people meant for something in this part of our journey. Be it in a job, a relationship, or a ministry. For those of us who fail to see what God is trying to show us, or simply feeling blind to His calling..., we need to find ourselves fixing and adjusting our eyes on the main prize. Not just any main prize to set our course and objective, but a main prize that moves us in ways that cannot be explained. Neither nature and humankind, nor circumstances and history can sway this motivation.
So as healing and love takes it course, I hold in my heart and mind the very purpose of my existence. I am aware of my weaknesses; which I often fret over why God made me that way, but I also am aware of the potential of God's use for His purpose, with this personality of mine. I acknowledge and smile with knowing my limitations, and I smile with knowing that it all does not really matter when I am in the course for God's purpose.
Come and find me...
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