Call for Your Attention

I am filled with a desire to speak out and to seek a listening ear. I have so much in my heart that I long to express. Yet to those that I seek an audience with, they turn a deaf ear to me.

As I reflect upon my journey thus far, I see the place that I am going. By no means that I have a vivid picture of the future but I do know what entails it. And even if issues around me draws me away with fear, I find no one else that is coming up to speak forth a message of love and warning.

My journey is bitter sweet, I find peace but yet sacrificed much. I find hope yet crawls through persecution. I find revelation and yet battle myself for it. In fear I find strength in Another, and through intimidation I muster faith to what I believe.

My purpose is not to seek happiness in life, I have left that desire to God to handle. I do however seek instructions to His will at large and where to; will I fit into. Answering my call, putting to rest my own desires and living life in example of Christ has newer meaning each day. So much so that seeking for happiness in life seems rather overrated. But a life of worship is satisfaction unimaginable.