Blind

At a young age, my parents have taught me in little pocket of lessons(does this phrase exist?) about marrying a right girl. It is very essential that a good girl is not enough... but a right girl is what I need to aim for. Although they did not specifically use the word 'right' but much of what they say has summed up to it. 

A pastor also once said to me; to aim for God and the right girl will aim at the right direction with you. So I continue to pray that this direction will bring her closer as time goes by, and never have I been so much more cautious about this than now and how I feel like this is such an area that I can always find reassurance from God and reassurance is something God loves to give. 

I witnessed something sad today that in all my life lessons that I learned, what I have been taught about finding the right girl and marriage, I saw the consequences of making a bad decision. I cannot imagine the heartache that actually takes place and I find myself in fear for the Lord and his desires even more. I don't want to walk in blind...