Save Me from Myself

I discovered how poor I am emotionally... Or at least being reminded about ever since reading a book that talks about my spiritual emotional health.

I find myself rich in many other areas but my emotions get the best of me and many ways not that great. I can easily breakdown in the midst of crisis and problems. I worry and create in me a great sense of anxieties that I do now know how to deal with many at times. In the past, my emotions have gotten a hold of me in such that it became a huge factor of how I make my decisions.

I go through periods of battle of my heart and mind and very often my mind lets my heart win. And letting my heart win simply puts me into anxiety many at times and I feel trapped in a place of worry and a depressing state.

So I decided to get out of the house and walk the streets with a friend. After a few minutes of walking, I found my mind to clear up and feeling much better, almost like giving fuel to my mind to fight against my heart. It is almost a sense of hope that is being made new in light of the promises of God is made known to me again.

I have a weakness in my heart, my own emotions that chains me down. I fear my emotions more than I fear what the world can do to me.