Hope to Cling

I am reminded that the road I am taking is going to be hard, even as I am aware of the storms that will be coming my way.

Coming out of the hard decisions that I have to make, are things that creeps into my fears. I will lose friends along the way, for the sake of the call. I will lose my comfort and most of all, I will lose myself.

Today as I was going through my usual online routine updates, I learned how much insecurities I have with so many things and so many people. Things can no longer be the same and life that follows after Christ is one that demands unsettling agendas, not until we find rest in with Him at the end.

There are a lot of people that have come into my life and made significant impact and I would love to cherish them all with me till the end but not everyone can stay. Some have left me and I have left some and we all have our obedience to the call of God in many ways and I seek for mine as faithfully as I can.

Despite all that I feel and come to acknowledged, I am still a firm believer of God surprising me with things that I am not capable to imagine and change the course of what is normally expected.