Then everything came tumbling down on me. Did spoke too soon? Am I being tempted here with the peace I am experiencing?
I had a load of next level burden dumped on me today and some of it are simply ridiculous. More than that, is I am so very in need for discernment of some of the decisions that I need to make soon and it is not easy simply because I foresee it pissing people off. I feel stretched in my heart and my mind and I am getting bitter towards those who do not understand my position.
My guard is down right now, I feel vulnerable.
More than dealing with studies, I have to deal with people with various degrees of understanding for one difficult situation, which I myself am trying to figure out at the moment.
I am very tempted right now to curse those who are belittling and hitting me down with what seemed like words of wisdom when no words of building and life-giving is uttered at all.
Who will listen to me?... Does this world seem so bleak to the point where God is my only confidant but everyone else is minding their own troubles?
I am starting to feel the tiredness..
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