I use to have this theory that I am now resurfacing because of what's happening with me lately. The theory is that my lack of writing or blogging for that matter is due to the correlation with company.
I am not one for repeating myself too much as it may lose its novelty of what I want to say. What I mean is that if I have something significant to say, it should be effective and powerful said once. If I keep saying it over and over again, it will lose its pull where it becomes dull.
The problem misunderstood is that a saying or statement are just mere words that form a sentence to give meaning and that meaning should hold itself through time. But as humans, our tendencies to be desensitized is something that plagues our habit to take things for granted. So with this in mind, I like to say something that only have to be said once and then keep those words on the shelf for reference and not to keep bringing it up for reuse to often.
But more to that is a deeper issue, and that is if what I am saying is significant it should be able to capture people's attention once and for all. So the content and the delivery is essential to ingrain the message to the listener.
After all these, I am trying to point out that I found myself losing the desire to say things too much for the sake of repeating myself. I do not know who really reads my blog but there is a sense that what I needed to say has been sort of said to the people around me and I found a lack of interests to repeat it on my blog. Plus, after having to restate what I want to say, my emotional drive that births these statements are low.
Having Grace in my life has been a huge factor to this matter as she has been a listener to my heart and the deep desire to share has been largely fulfilled by her presence and her listening. Adding to the fact that much of what I come up with has been shared a lot in bible studies and preaching that I felt like I have put it all out there.
I have been listened to... my heart is at rest.
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