Trust

Everything included in the mix...

I was confronted with my issue of trust today. I am never been so blinded by the fact that God's sovereignty covers all aspects and areas of life that there is nothing and no where that I can run from His reach and control.

God has been repeatedly speaking to me about the fact that in all situations are within purpose and not without His handling and even when I find that in the midst of all brokenness that I am finding it hard to trust, God can use even that very brokenness for His purpose.

I am humbled by seeing how I have been so foolish in my ways and I am utterly broken down myself to the point that I have been harboring bitterness and resentment in ways that I did not even come to realize. I judged and condemned with such pride that I am now eating my own words that it is painful to see how low I have come to.

I took things into my own hands with the situation that I have been going through that I fail to see the control that God has over the situation, even to the very little ugly details. Reminding myself that if God can use the weak and foolish to shame the strong and wise, I need to step back and re-evaluate how I am seeing things.