Did I do something to make these happen?...
Last night was a tough moment for me. One that feels of such defeat that keeps my eyes open even in my own dreams, they are pointing me towards my fears and insecurity.
Have not been sleeping well, adding to the fact that I am now sick is making it worse to get through the day. My waking hours draws me to bed and my sleeping hours keeps me from peace. This is going beyond just a physical condition but of something more.
As much as God has been blessing me so much lately with finances and experiences outside of New York, I feel a little out of touch with friendships. I did made new friends but I feel like I am struggling with the friends that I already have, something is not right and I do not know what is it.
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