In The Waiting

What is the biggest challenge in life? It seems rather to say Yes to God to wherever He leads.

Such is a concern for me that I am struggling because I am unaware what is going on with me right now. Where is He calling me into? Where and what should I say yes to? What on earth is going on? Why is God allowing all these to happen?

Then it dawned on me that even as I am struggling to say yes to wherever and whatever is it that God wants me to do, there are people out there who never even said yes to God, let alone saying yes to His mission.

What am I to expect from people that do not share my predicament? For what I perceive is sometimes blinded by a journey that not everyone shares. Even as I ask myself if this journey is something that only I will partake, or is it one that everyone who claims the name of Jesus. Am I unique that God has given me a calling that is different? Or am I just pursuing something that should be on the hearts and minds of all believers.

So I am stepping back from all my frustrations and my disappointment and come to find in a bigger view, that whom I think were Christians, who would at least have some sort of inclining desire to seek after God; may very well be not Christians at all in the first place...

To be distinguish by their fruit so says scripture to determine if someone has the Spirit in them. Unless I still have a plank in my eye and with much blindness, I see only stuffed minds but empty hearts.