Take Me Home, Take Me Home

So comes the confusion
So lingered long ago
safety fled from here
please take me home, take me home

i meant no harm
but comes brutal blow
so without trail
just take me home, take me home

at the mirror i stand
my sins to show
but not the holder
so take me home, take me home

in lost confidence
heartbreaking cold
from lost confidence
then take me home, take me home

what love comes patience
what truth unfolds
but fear grips the heart
come take me home, take me home

few thread this trail
compassion doesn't know
futile expectations
thus take me home, take me home


Father, search for me in the midst. I struggle with trust and respect. Do not let love turn to hate in my heart. Even in the unknown and the ease of being in comfort zones, such betrayal is too burdened to bear. Father, people turn my words into lies and condemnation. But everyone flees to save their very own skin but leaves pain and brokenness to grow through the cracks like weeds for others. Father how painful it is to see hate and disgust in the face of the person we love. Father have I turned my back to You so far that I deserve such punishment? Why do people jump into conclusions so very quickly? Father, reveal in me sins that I have committed and I shall take such rebuke and correction, but find me justice if I am found innocent of my ordeal. Father trusting you becomes harder when the face of a friend is connected with the hand that stabbed my heart. I want to be home with you, I cannot wait to be home with You. My sacrifices seems to always come to vain, my love for people will always be abused, my tears will be counted as dust with those I shared it with. I want to be where You are, I want to be hiding with You.