Turning

In the last 1 week, there were these pockets of peace that ranges from 2 to 3 hours at a time. They occur a few times in a day and it was somewhat very strange but well appreciated.

Even as I think about the possibilities that would come to me in the future, I am somehow pondering of what would I do for the next few months. So as I try figuring out for the last 2 days, I kind of told myself that maybe I could go back to preaching wherever that needed me. 

So, just late last night I got a surprising call for a last minute notice to preach for the very next day. How could I pass that up and I agreed instantly. I then began my routine and took a quick moment to pray and start asking God what am I suppose to preach on, because I feel so rusty with preaching even after 5 months of not doing so. Then the very first passage that I was reading recently came to mind and I thought maybe that should be the one.

This morning as I woke up I felt a sudden fear that I may have jumped too quickly in agreeing to preach because I do not know how ready am I. But with one breath I stood up and made that move to go with trust that God is leading me and so He did. 

Off from the pulpit, I sat back down in the seat and found a peace that ran through me again and hope hovered over me. Something tells me that God ordained this season for me to find something, where things that used to catch my attention, now is turning around to something else.