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I never thought that I would be on this path this soon... but I am on a job hunt again.

Seeing that the situation has made it in such a bad timing, I do not know if I have the time to be picky with whatever is offered here in New York, I am now open and applied to jobs all around the country. As scary as it is to possibly move, I am finding myself being put into a state of prep that I can find myself starting life all over again.

I have thought about being somewhere else other than New York, I am guessing this is a better time to feel excited about it than any other, and see how God would lead me. As much I have come to appreciate New York, I want to embrace whatever God can bring at this moment.

Even as I think about this, I am constantly reminding myself that more than just having the desires of my heart to be where I want to be, but to also fix my eyes in eternity. I do not want to lose touch of the fact that my life here will be uncertain and that I can learn to be content and find all satisfaction in God, whatever and wherever it is.

As much bitterness that can come such an experience, I pray that my heart will be surrendered to God so that I may let love run its course and bring light to the gospel that I am trying so hard to promote. So as they say that people come and go in our lives, so be it that I can take it with a heart that is fixed on the gospel to love.

This is a crossroad, and every minute counts to the end of the chapter. Here now lies the calm before the storm...