I am a little worried, although not full fledge to being a scare. I say this because whenever I have so many thoughts coming through my head and when I feel like I want to blog them down, it usually indicates that I am thinking more than I need to.
I already wrote a long entry before and in 12 hours or so, I have come to have about 2 to 3 more things that are running in my head. My mind is at peak today but somehow it's overloading to the point that it is unpleasant. Very often is that this is a sign of bottling up and I have so much time to think about things that I have no outlet to share with.
Even as my thoughts seemed precious, I have learned to identify what is necessary. I am trying to learn to document these thoughts any way possible and not let them go to waste at the same time not treating them as a commodity that I depend my life on. My thoughts are contingent on what my heart throws at it. So if I am overthinking, there is a possibility that I need to look into my heart and check what is going on.
This urge to express so much is rather unpleasant. I really want to just cut off everything that is drowning my emotions and thoughts and to be still. I need to find myself dwelling with God...
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