In The Waiting

I can't fall asleep tonight. There is a heavy thought in my mind that is running wild.

I daydream a lot and tonight's session has led me to some of my heart issues about myself. There are always issues of self-confidence that people say about me. But many at times, it that it is not about me whining about my weakness but rather a display of my vulnerability that gives way to the work of God in me.

Going through some anxiety about job search and being qualified in the ways that I am not entirely sure about myself has left me feeling rather down at times. But as I recall of my recent pasts, in all my problems and weaknesses, I have always seen God come through for me, time and time again. And I am reminded about the reliance on God is the only thing that has led me to where I am. I forget so often that it is not about my strength, but rather who is my strength. And the truth is made known, that God is our strength in every circumstances, there is joy.