Yesterday was the first day of spring... I completely missed out on winter for the first time in 13 years. For some reason I feel sad over this, when I know my fellow NYorkers do not.
I have been away for a season, and it has been a rather unusual place for me. But it it not any more unusual for the past 1 year as almost a year ago was when I was about to step out of my previous church due to some unfortunate incident and went a long a long journey that has been a side way discovery about my life and the things around me.
I am learning patience in a new manner, that in that somehow I will come to understand the workings of God and His desire for me in ministry. The past few months has left me with a lot of thinking and figuring out what is going on with my life at this stage. By no means that I am questioning God but rather it is a more curious endeavor to the clarity of my situation. My restless mind has left me running wild and considering every possibility that comes expecting my future.
But even in this moment of waiting, I am beginning to feel like I have come too far in this waiting to want to return back to NY empty handed, or empty heart if I can put it. I want this season to be of purpose and accomplished. That this season is not in vain.
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