For the last few days I have found myself again in a funk. My interests are wading and no longer inspiring, and it is somehow easier that not do anything.
My relationship with people are affected and I find that there are less and less things to talk about and look forward to lately.
I feel tired all the time and find reason to stay home more than going out. I began to run out of movies and shows to watch and what is left does not draw my attention on the list of Netflix selection.
I feel empty inside. And even as I ponder upon seeing how God is the only one that can truly fulfill me, yet I am finding it difficult to bring myself there. But what is worst is that I get more pressure and people telling me things that does not seem to help with my situation and trying to be polite to those people that are telling me things becomes harder as time passes by.
At some point I feel like just getting drunk with close friends and forget about my concerns and let loose but I can't seem to even find people like that.
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