For some reason, I am recalling about a place that I was in that made me felt lost. Lost beyond anything else that I have felt before, it was so significant that it ruined so much of what the future holds for me. I could not see myself staying any longer in that place, nor could I ever imagine going anywhere else that would eliminate the feeling of lost.
The feeling of being stuck is utterly scary, where it gives very little to look forward to in life. The dim perspective to life paints a hopeless journey of which only strangles the heart into a place of brokenness.
Where have I lost such hope of which that I could no longer see clearly...? Have I hurdled myself into a lie, or a false hope and placed all my eggs in that one basket that should never have been in the first place?
All of a sudden, the meaning to life takes a deeper look. It begs for something so much more substantial and without it would prove futile in life. I am now forced to unhinge myself from what I have known and reset so that I can survive again.
This is such a heart-felt memory that has made such an impact on me. Although I am happy that the situation has not been as severe when I was at that place but it does beg to take heed of the consequences that will be from now onward.
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