In The Waiting

I am waiting on God to speak...

I am waiting but I have to often ask myself if I am positioning myself to listen to Him. I have more on my plate than I come to take note of and the journey ahead is hard, but I feel like it is the only way in and all other doors seem to be closed at this point.

It is almost an awakening that I need to get out of my slumber and start cranking out these goals that I have deep inside me. I need to come to a place of proper planning. I am not sure if I am ready to move out from where I am at the moment to go all out on my own but I do need to prepare myself for it, even if it is in a year's time.

I desire to move forward with life but I want to do so with the Spirit going before me, guiding me or else I would be stricken with fear; paralyzed to make decisions that may make me regret.