In The Waiting

The need to evaluate my spiritual-self demands heeding...

I realized that my daily walk with God is nowhere near what I hoped for after my return. Due to the space issue, I cannot find a place where I can be completely alone and unhindered.

But more to that is the issue of finding myself being drawn towards the word. I may be experiencing the deception that I can go on without my time with God alone. Only but a few instances where I could savor the deep spiritual and truthful worship that comes from listening to certain words about Him.

But this is a discipline issue nonetheless. The person that truly craves for the presence of God would go lengths to obtain it, and God would not be far to reveal. It starts with my heart and I sincerely pray that God keeps my heart hungering for Him constantly.

Even as I think about the advice told to me about that spending quiet time with God does not need to be fixed in a particular way, I am trying to learn ways of which I can find myself enjoying His presence being in unfamiliar circumstances, atmosphere and conditions.

Father, do not lose me out to simple contentment, but to eagerly run after You always.