Free association...
I am fasting for a period of time, I will be skipping a meal every day. This is a moment when I want to find myself drawn back to God and discover again the intimacy with Him. I think the challenges of the new environment and so forth is pushing back my pursuit for God.
Even when time permits, I was already slacking. This time around, I kinda felt that God allowed the hecticness to draw me back to Him. I don't know why must I always learn things the hard way but I whatever it is, I do not want to me left drifted far away from God.
While I pray and fast upon God, I am also trying to draw out some of the things that are deep within me. Thus, the term free association. This is simply a moment where I would allow myself to just write whatever comes to mind, and even if it is not going anywhere or to completion, I will write as my mind and heart take me. At the end of a certain period of time, I will re-evaluate what I wrote and see if there are any pattern that emerges.
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