In The Waiting

There have been just moments after moments of bad news and saddening times lately...

I will not delve into any details but it has been a new and somewhat expected experience since coming back to the States. I can't say that it is all bad but for a person like me, I tend to take it more negatively in the beginning and endure through it to only see good in the end.

I am well aware that coming back to the States would not be easy on me, even though I kinda feel at home here. So it has given me awareness to the possibilities that will come my way. I thought that I can recreate the environment where I can adjust and find refuge in the resourcefulness of the city but time has not been on my side lately. From coming from a lifestyle of idleness and then jumping into kneck high workload has been a proven disaster in the making.

But...

In all that I found myself in, the hope of God has not been lost. I still get little reminders that God is still watching over me and I have started to learn to see some of the more subtle things that are happening around me that points towards God.