In The Waiting

I am waiting...

Seems like its a never-ending journey of waiting,  and even if it is for different things and reasons, but it is always a waiting game. I know that even as I wait, it builds patients but at the same time, I am learning to be active in the waiting.

But as of late, there have been pressures that I come to face, these are some that are relatively new to me. I am witnessing the brokenness that I once witnessed in my past and now surfaces itself either in someone else or through an after effect of my own story.

Even as I am back in NY where I want to be, I am still in limbo to what is my direction for this short run. Although I have a far vision in mind, I am still unsure how that will work itself out from what I am seeing right now.

My mind has been all over the place, thinking of the many possibilities that come with the situation that I am in. I appreciate stability and it has not been easy being in flexible mode.

Overall, I am in need to centering. I am in need of anchoring myself with God.