Assurance by God

I have been told many things of what kind of person I am. I recently did an assessment that took me by surprise. Reason to my surprise was because such an assessment that never found myself so accurate.

I suddenly found a sense of security that I never thought I would. Even in the eyes of God as we will be reflected to what we were meant for, I realized how my very true self takes on precedence that will work well for the purpose that I am created for.

I am often put into a place of indecision and indecisiveness. That being of who am I and who I want to be but I learned that I am seeking to fit into molds of what is already out there, molds that others have lived out, molds that are only meant for them. I have a mold of my own, and that mold looks nothing like yours. Nothing that can be determined or presumed. I am created with a mind that finds no home in one place but however still longs for a place to stay.

The assessment results me as an individualist that will constantly find new things that will flourish and develop in. Tracking a pattern for someone like me is difficult however not impossible. They say that the only thing in life that is constant is change itself and that is where I find myself being similar.

I am not implying a nomadic lifestyle for that matter, but knowing that nothing is concrete in life where life finds satisfaction. In everything God grants satisfaction, but through all things we find our fit by it. In family, in love, in marriage, in work and in friendships, all comes with an attachment that God dwells deep into it. In everything we do, we can find God and in everything I do find God. My mind may be everywhere, but everywhere has one thing in common, and that is the sovereignty of my God and savior.