I seek after the burden in such that I need to live a life that wholly depends on God. As I type this, my tears are running down because there is a sense that I simply cannot deny how my dependency is such as the only option to live this life and no other way.
I do not want to be numb, I rather feel pain that comes with the hope of God than to live at ease in His absence. And some times I echo the thoughts of those who find no meaning in life because the world seems to be so hateful and problematic and harsh and cruel that there is no point to live in this world. And the truth is... that there is no meaning to life in this world to live for... not unless God is involved. And God leads every step I make in this life and to the very breath that I take comes from His giving...
Wholly dependency... such a hard concept to grasp. Because the world is focused on in-dependency, that we forget how to depend.
Do you know what it feels like to fully and utterly depend on God?
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