Tomorrow is the last day my parents are here, this feeling is never a good one to me. The thought of it is just uneasy and going to the airport is simply just unpleasant.
I am reminded by the fact that airports are sad places to me where to my experiences, they are places of separation. It s a place where I have experience love ones going away from me, many of which I will never come to see in a very long time, or ever again.
Yet I cannot go along with those that I love, God is not allowing me to go anywhere at this moment. This call of mine is seems more like one that will be ever more rooted with people leaving me and only a handful will remain. As I think about my journey today, my circle of fellowship that I am with is completely different given every 3 to 5 years. 3 years of deep relationship bonding does take root and every time someone leaves, it is never easy. However, deep rooted relationships do bring about significance and wisdom.
My fellowship circle may change in the next 3 years. But regardless, I wonder what kind of legacy that I will leave for those that are around me now. Can I say that I have given everything I could give, even to the point of losing myself to the cause? Can I watch love ones go their own ways knowing that I have given all that I can give? And can I leave knowing that I have left a legacy so generous that it lingers to point people to God?
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