Day by Day

Last day for my responsibilities for the summer.

I have accustomed my lifestyle to what has been happening for the past 8 weeks and as next week approaches, it feels somewhat different. Even as I know that I have other work to do, I am finding it hard to adjust to that mentality.

I have learned a lot about myself in the past 8 weeks, more than I would learn more about others; as I set out to do. Somethings were good but some were rather disturbing. They say that growing up is having to learn more about our own mistakes and changing them, I think that there are so much growing up to do for me.

One of the greatest lessons that I still hang on since the beginning of the year is to take a day at a time. Even as this is not a new lesson for me, I found its significance lately. In the midst of having so much going on in my mind, God does give each day its own concerns. This teaches me that God is faithful in His provision for the little things consistently, as I rely on His provision for the messages that I have been sharing pretty much everyday. Even as I struggle with having to plan ahead for the messages, somehow God comes and bring a fresh new word to give. Even from the events that happens throughout these 8 weeks have come to challenge my perspectives of what He can surprise me over and over again.

I think I am a person that takes time to adjust with things, but I also fight to speed up the adjustment at times to get over the hurdle that I need to overcome. Which is why having to take a day at a time came across to be so rich in its essence.