Lord even when you have been so faithful to me, help me to be faithful to you. Help me to serve you and find it my utmost satisfaction and pursuit of my life.
This week has been tough in ways that I need to surrender my weakest part of me to Him and learning to fully trust in His sovereignty. My emotion is my biggest enemy and I need to wrestle with it to allow God to arrest my heart and submit to Him. God IS faithful and He has shown up several times this week in subtle ways that I cannot deny.
I had 2 late night walks this week, both of them pushing the usual limits of my record distance. The first night was good as I felt a surge inside of me, pumping with energy and I wanted to go further. I found strength pushing me spiritually that gave me the energy to walk. Even as these walks are meant for my spiritual reflection, it is supernaturally related to my physical condition. God is ever present in spirit and in physical. But my second night was rather more difficult even as I was pushing to meet my fist night's distance, I felt tired half way through. But something kept me going. More than the fact that I am already far from home and its the only way then to get back, but also because I felt that it manifested through the trails that I am facing which reminds me to endure and persevere through uncomfortable seasons.
Last night's walk was interesting as it was rather eerie during the fist half of the walk. The breeze that blew by me and the sounds of the rustling leaves left me tighten my senses. I do not know if because of the emerging Halloween theme have been running through the city but it did certainly got me thinking of those things for a while. But...
Even as I know my weakness, so does the Devil. I think I know where is He coming from and it is not going to be so obvious.
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