Finishing the Last Page

1 week since the passing of the storm...

I have found a little time to unwind more in the last week after getting all my papers handed in. I have been sleeping more and being a little more relaxed, or maybe a little too relaxed.

Having to be a little more free minded, I am beginning to be able to make clarity with the things around me and how God is working more. Even as I open up my heart to which has been put under arrest by God many times this year, I am taking it out and study it a little more. Even after 8 counseling sessions, I am finding myself being more objective about the feelings that I have not only recently but also for the last 31 years of my life.

Another year is coming to an end and I am finding it rather emotional, which is something that I have not felt for the past few months. I am allowing myself to feel this and to entertain the sentiments of my journey thus far.

There have been a few significant people that has come to my life this year that has made an impact to paint a clearer reality of my life, reflecting what my heart has in the past deceived me from.

Tonight, I am ever so aware of the reality that all that is happening around me is a handy work of God, and His dealings with me. God is real to the point of breaking so uch barriers of the physical world that I have often not noticed about Him.