In The Waiting

I feel like running outside and start screaming...

But its cold and snowing and I almost fell sick so I stayed in and screamed internally. I am not sad or angry but the opposite and this is a celebration for the little things in life that I need to acknowledge before it escapes my mind.

I have been under stress with so much demands for the past 1 week and I have been praying for God, not for deliverance from this phase, but strength to muster through it and God in His mercy showed up with relief in ways I never thought of and I am filled with joy from the moments that I give in to Him and all the little nudges to depend on Him.