I Will Be...

I will be fully satisfied as with the richest of foods;

with singing lips my mouth will praise you.

~Psalms 93:5~

I wake up in the middle of the night and found a little emptiness that I know that only God to be the one to fill it. But the trouble with this, as is for many people that when we are in a distance from God, we often find it hard to go back to Him because the path now seems steep and and tiring.

But in all that I seek to fill my heart with, nothing will ever come close to the fulfillment of God. Yet there are days that I may put myself through an indulgence that lingered too long and I lost touch with Him. 

So this night I awoke to find that I am empty...and there is no sustaining fulfillment but God and God alone...

So I need my heart to be opened by Him or I will not survive this night, this phase, this season, this life...