Transition Ahead

I see the end, so it seems...

There is an anxious feeling inside of me, or maybe anxious is not the best description for it. Leaning more to the exciting side where I am looking forward to what lies ahead.

Thinking about it really brings sentiment to me as I have completed 3 years of seminary and 1 more short year to go. I could not have imagine the journey that I embarked on 3 years ago and the experiences that took place and the people that I have met. It has been so intense that there have been moments I just needed to not think about the circumstances and muddle through one day at a time, those were surreal in a way that God somehow got hold of my heart and was ever so gentle with me through heartbreaks.

Seeing my final year somehow dawn on me that I sort of enjoy this journey and wished that I could journey on this for a little longer. Things went on so fast that I felt like I am still getting to grips with a lot o things and I need more time to get used to certain habits. But such is life that just passes through so very quickly and I fear that I would miss it if I let things pass me by unnoticed.

Things that used to strike fear in me don't seem to phase me much anymore, simply because of a little shift in perspective that I see something more significant that awaits in the future. Moments like these I want to freeze and savor every second of it, moments like these I want to remember people and the impact that has taken place.