In The Waiting

I feel empty because I am trying to cut loose things that are not helping my heart and now I am going through life letting go of idols that I may have been hanging on to.

I feel frustrated because I live in a world I am a minority and I have to adapt or fall flat by other people's measure of what life is suppose to be. 

I feel congested because I am told many at times not to be emotional in a world of logic and reason.

I am told to have fun the way other people perceive fun and to suppress my way of finding fun, or even contentment.