I found my heart dragging through a place where I am lost and limited and I do not know how to go about with things around me. I feel defeated and paralyzed and even though I do the things that I need to do, I do it half-hearted due to an emptiness that has been lingering after me for many years now.
People look into my life and see brokenness and negativity and maybe they are right, there is brokenness in my heart that is not dealt with. I realized how I am aware of brokenness that surge in me but I do not know how to deal with them.
Why do I see brokenness all around me? Why do I see broken people around me? Why do I see hardship all around me? Why when everyone displays happiness but all I see are the screams of help? Why do people find contentment in the little things but when what they really need is God's touch?
So have I really experienced God's touch? Or am I going crazy and people are all scared to deal with me?
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