Be my God and humble me...
I don't mean to always be spiritual all the time but much to the reason I write because all these comes from the fact that God is my source of my life. I do not intend to appear like a Holy-Joe that this is all I know and care about, I do often think about senseless things that I do not bring God close to mind. I don't mean that I deliberately take Him off, but I just want to be human sometimes and relate to everyone around me.
I realized that often I want to write about a lot of things but I hold back simply because I want to regulate what I intend to tell readers too. I do not want people to only see me as just a person that only deals with spirituality but everything in between. I do not want people to regard me as someone that is on any higher plane because of what I do and pursue. And that I am just like everyone else, with a desire for earthly pleasures, both good and bad. I love and hate, I get happy and sad, and sad for very very stupid reasons.
On one hand, I am a person with flaws and weaknesses so wretched that many may not even come to see, but the other I still want to take being salt and light so seriously because I have come to see how important it is.
I am nobody, there is nothing special about me, I am not better than anyone else, I just want to make the right choices as often as I can. I am journeying with everyone on this struggle of life and I would love to have people around me to show that I am not alone. And I want to tell people myself that they are not alone.
I am with you in this life and everything that comes with it, and I will help you in every way I can and know how to figure out this life with Him. Please bear with me and all my insecurities.
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