Joy

Tonight has been rather eye opening for me. But confirms more and more about the things that are happening around me.

Trusting God is always a challenge. Even having to be a Christian for over 19 years, trusting God seems to have more ways than I think to beckons my surrender. Even as this season calls for me to trust in a very new way in Him, I feel like a child all over again in battling through this period.

But there are reasons to waiting that demands trust and it is one of the most difficult thing to go through. Trust also tests our patients as we seek something instant and we want things to be fixed as soon as possible. But when we cannot wait, we take matters into our own hands.

But I am glad that I waited, even though it was without struggling and complaining, I am still glad that I waited out so that I am able to see even a little of the workings of God and His faithfulness.

One of the biggest joy I can ever come to experience is seeing someone grow in God and to see how scripture has predicted all the things it would say and it awes me to humility that God's word is being manifested and put into working that I could actually see tangibly. It makes me feel like hardship is well worth it and I will respond in worship to Him.