Can't Hold Back

Tonight I have come to realized so much more the path that God has called me for.

Of many incidents that has happened within the past 1 month, have brought me to question much about myself and the relationships around me. As much as I am not without sin, I am also molded very uniquely for things that I hold high regards for and I am the man for the job.

God has shown me how even to my very individual nature has been utilized for something that not many people can do but me. God has led me through a series of experiences and forcing me to face very specific circumstances. All these to simply draw out my very nature and birth in me a drive and belief that I found to be of much value.

We are all ambassadors for God, we are all crafted for a very specific reason. That reason can be manifested in many ways but it is nonetheless unique.

So I am standing on grounds that assures my direction. It has proven to me that such assurance can only come from God and no one or no where else.

Even as I have doubted so much about myself and what I thought I have been, I am regaining perspective and pushing to recover from my few weeks for depressive state. Thus, I am revoking my decision to stop writing and continue to be what I sense God is calling me to be and push forward less He very specifically calls me to stop.