In The Waiting

I met a new friend a couple of days back and had a unique perspective about how the way I have lived my own life. Even being a rather nominal Christian, she had very substantial words for me that surprised my own thoughts and blew me away.

There is a uniqueness to a person when God is being made full blown in the life being lived out. Although I am fully aware of my own disposition, I am however unaware entirely how I got here. That despite how I am trying to understand the world around me, I may very well be wasting my time if I do not play out who I am meant to be. I began to find so much possibilities about life around me but I failed to understand the path that has already been set forth for me to be fully lived out.

I am going through another rediscovery about myself and all that I have come to know. Even as I was surprised a few years about about this calling, I am now wondering how much more I am meant to be apart from overly concerned about those around me. Not that I abandon people that I love, but rather, people that do not appreciate me have in many ways not opened their doors for me to impact their lives.

I am finding treasures in people that I would never thought to possess any and yet I am humbled by such honesty that paints a more significant grace of God and His sovereignty. For the fact that it is no longer about the promises of God but the supremacy that catches our attention, this is an amazing way to rediscover Him and myself.