Manifestation of Reality

Many at times, we cannot tell that we are in a dream. A part of us make a presupposition that all that is happening is rightfully supposed to be, unless there is something that is too far fetch that we may come to find inconsistencies with our conscience and therefore make the possibility of being in a dream.

All that to say that I had a dream when I woke up this morning, and I woke up in anger. I do get impatient from time to time and depending on the situation, I would find myself being so enraged that I would fantasize being in a fight with someone. But my conscience would kick into reality to tell me that it is not a good idea to fight. But my dream had led me to be so angry that I actually wanted to hit someone, and I really did. So when I burst out from my dream, I realized the raged inside of me that led to a heavy heart.

I could not tell that it was a dream because simply that I am currently not being in good terms with this person. But surprisingly that I would allow myself to be enraged to make a move to hit someone. This scares me because I never thought that I would allow myself to be so angry to the point of hitting someone. Which begs me to wonder how much hatred I must have bottled up inside of me.

I felt awful waking up. Even though I was glad it was just a dream, I was not too please that I resolved into violence as a responds. Have I let hatred taken hold of me that I am suppressing it inside?