My mind is filled with memories that are unpleasant, thinking back about moments that were unsettled and without closure. All of the sudden I felt the burden of betrayal running through my heart with all the efforts and love that I have given out.
Few years back whenever I come to this point of disappointment, I would often find myself drifting to the thought of quitting ministry because of all the ridiculous people that I have come to face heartbreak from. But today it is no longer an issue about ministry but rather an acceptance of the fact that this is truth that God has forewarned for all that chooses to honor Him.
So there is a unhindered momentum to pursue ministry because I cannot deny the truth that comes from Him despite the brokenness and sadness that comes with the journey.
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