In The Waiting

Weirdly enough is that I somehow some of the most unexpected things make pleasant consequences.

At every season of my life, there is always a certain song list that I listen to and since my time back here, I have had a new list that I have been listening to a lot, but only in the context of my own room. But very often I find full pleasure of these songs to be experienced in the context of being on the move. As per my routine back in NY where I often listen to songs when I am on my way somewhere on the train or taking my long walks.

Even as I have not had much desire to do walks back here, there is this similar pleasure in listening to these music even while riding in the backseat of a car, driving through beautiful scenery and fall-like weather.

This trip up to Cameron was much needed and the simple pleasure that I get from having to just be myself is liberating. Not to mention that I am listening to an old song list, which reminds me of the very same pleasures that I experience back in NY.

I really do not know how things will turn out but to only strive and work towards what I come to sense is what God has laid in my heart. My heart is for NY and by God's will my return shall draw nearer.