In The Waiting

A prison of my own making...

Not that it is a new revelation but that my lifestyle habits are affecting my mood and health in a negative way. As much as people have told me to do things differently about the way I do things about my habits that I have been practicing, I could not bring myself to follow or being motivated to do them simply for the reason that I do not feel like it. Yes, there are times when I have to rest and take light to my stress triggers and ease myself a little. but it becomes a problem when I stay that way for a very long time and finding it challenging to change for the better.

I am essentially trapped in a cycle of a deceptive limitation that has kept me feeling held back for so long, and it is taking me longer than expected to get out of simply because I have not considered the little details that has now giant over me.

My battle has been a subtle one that now forged into a war that is waging on every front of my life. Before I know it, I am neck deep in some of the most difficult situations to handle.

I need to make conscious decisions now to battle these various aspects that I need to overcome. It is no longer a phase thing now but rather a sign for immediate action so that I can keep these issues at bay.

By all means, God be sovereign in all that pursue.