In The Waiting

It is possible that the older I get the more useless I feel?

I have survived many things that I have considered life ending in my situations, be it that it could be subtle compared to the rest of the world. But it was something that I saw how it transformed me and developed me as a person.

Over a year ago I would have been rather confident about the many things that I have accomplished and lay my securities with many of those experiences that I had.

But today, or lately, for some odd reason I find that I am not as strong and confident as I used to be anymore. Much like a hard headed brute that has gone soft because of comfort.

Have I been too comfortable to an extend that I no longer feel stronger to face the world again?

Btw, I miss writing...