In The Waiting

Forgiveness is such a tough thing...

Deep inside I know that forgiveness is something that God does and he desires for all of us to do. And I have been trying to jump on that band wagon for a long time now, both for the sake of God and myself. It came a time when I could look pass certain wrongs done to me but now that I am faced with it, I realized that I cannot forgive as easy as I ought to.

It is more than just the mind that one should overcome in every situation but also the heart. Not too long ago I was facing the situation where I was wondering if I could forgive, but so much of what I am working on was in my mind. But when reality hits a little closer, it is my heart that I am battling more with.

If anything else, this is a cry for more time with God. I need to spend more time with him.