I have been redeemed. What glorious news!
I made that statement and if you could just see me here where I am when I make this statement... you will join in my craze. Some times I wonder how God would speak to me and how do I know its from God and not from my own deception or the devil playing with my mind.
The devil reveals your sins as much as God can some times, and He does it because he wants to pull you down and beat you up to your lowest place and then leaves you there stunted and paralyzed. But God is merciful so much so that when He reveals all the sin and brokenness, he does not leave your wounds opened, but He binds them with forgiveness and grace that is beyond our imagination.
There are moments that when I feel the desire to hear from Him and I seek Him with all my heart, and when I stumble upon His truths, either from scripture, songs or even a statement about Him anywhere, my heart breaks as I lose control of my tears at the most random places and time... and I know that God is speaking to me.
Almost 9 years ago, I once made a statement saying that 'God has not failed me... yet'. and after these 9 long years have passed, I still hold on strongly to that statement. How can someone help but to be emotional to such an encounter of God as is revealed. I know that I am an emotional person and I can easily relate emotionally with people. But I also believe that the holiness and righteousness of God that is being revealed will not leave a person numbed and unaffected no matter how strong they are.
God, a God of the misunderstood, surprises us more each day in ways that always leaves us wondered how-could-I-have-missed-that conditions that only spurs worship and fervent pursuit of Him
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